Jennnifer Lopez recalls feeling increasingly pressured to appear to have a perfect relationship, ultimately suffering a panic attack during a photo shoot in Los Angeles. That was when she decided to end things with Marc Anthony after seven years of marriage(June 2004-2011).
She said:
“As I sat there getting made up, my heart was beating out of my chest and I felt like I couldn’t breathe… I became consumed with anxiety,”.
Her mother and long-time manager, Benny Medina, were with her during the dramatic experience, which Jennifer Lopez describes as, “one of those moments when you’re so scared you can’t even scream.” Lol!
Lopez, 45, adds that mid-panic attack she looked at her mother and exclaimed, “I don’t think I can be with Marc anymore,” before bursting into amidst tears.
The couple, who are blessed with 6-year-old twins, Max and Esme, announced their divorce one month later.
Lopez also reveals feeling emotionally abused in past relationships, though she never says in the book who the abuser was.
“I’ve never gotten a black eye or a busted lip, but I’ve felt abused in one way or another: mentally, emotionally, verbally,” she said. “I know what it feels like for your soul to be diminished by the way your loved one is treating you.”
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